I finally realized that God in the Old Testament isn’t the same entity as the one Jesus calls “father” in the New Testament.
“God” in the Old Testament never felt like God at all in my opinion. He felt more like some really immature megalomaniac, so I always knew there was something weird going on.
It was confusing at first, but now I understand.
Sometimes it’s hard for me to connect the dots, especially when the dots keep moving around. It’s obvious one has to be careful and use discernment when dealing with these extradimensional beings, especially the ones who would want people to worship them. Some of that stuff is not healthy at all ^^;